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So my mom got her results today....she has cancer. In a gland and a lymphnode in her neck by her ear. She says she can feel them growing daily. The doctors are going to try to remove it and if it's successful then that's it and it's done. But if it's spread or if they can't get it all then she will have to go through chemo and radiation. Sheri drove from austin and is staying through saturday. My mom said Josh cried when she called him and he had to pull over and called in to work. It's going to be really tough on everyone. She is the one who holds us all together.

I'm really scared. What if they can't get it all? What if I lose her like ashlie lost her mom? Why does God allow things like this? I mean she still has kids in high school. Kids who need their mother. Maybe I'm jumping ahead...but I was right about her having the cancer. It's just so hard to talk to God now. I just want to know why. Why God?? Why do things like this happen? I just don't understand. Phil. 4:13.....where's the peace? Maybe I don't understand but give me some kind of peace of mind. Please. Help me to be strong and to be supportive of her. To help her to know that it will all be ok. Please.